Sunday, October 23, 2005

I am who I am after experiencing many incidents and this leads me to the conclusion that Human Beings, the only living organism in this world with their own mind, is selfish. However, I'm thankful to those people who allow me to see all this, I've learnt alot from them no matter who they are, or how significant they are in my life. The most important person in my life has made me learn lessons that I never wanted, and he is now out of my life. Permanently or not, I have no say, reason being, I cant predict the future. Probably I might start speaking to him on a fine Tuesday morning, but for now, its quite impossible.
Someone in the right mind has scolded me about this before, but I just couldnt, no matter how hard I've tried. No one can understand the hurt I feel inside, and I dont need anyone to know. Just need someone who will be considerate to stay by my side. And till now, I havent found anyone like that, and i doubt i will ever find someone like that.
But I'm still a happy person.

Have I missed out anything, cause I havent been online for the past few weeks. There isnt much thing to talk about and therefore, there's no need for me to come online. Being online serves no purpose since I dont talk to anyone. I've drifted from the world,HAHA. Dumb me.
If there's anything, just contact me by my mobile phone. =)
Ciaos`